When I am around you..

“I really feel so different when I am around you..
How my heart pounds when you come into a room.
I look at you and think: My God! How lovely!
And everything I am bursts into bloom.

I feel as though you must, you must be mine,
Not as a possession but a goal,
Something almost unimaginable:
The free devotion of another soul.

As though I were about to enter heaven
Or just within the hour condemned to die,
My mind with one fierce thought keeps running over,
With you, and only you, the reason why”

Loving you brings to me such pride

“A Perfect Day With You
As I sit here thinking of you,
Which is something I often do,
I think of how you make me feel inside.

Loving you brings to me such pride,
I love you deeper then the earths core;
Yet every second I find myself loving you more.
I love your smile, your laugh, your touch;
Your kisses awaken my saddened heart”

Anonymous 913

Thinking of You
At night when all is lonely,
I sit and think of you.
I wish you were here
To love and hold me, too.

But those nights are gone now,
That’s why I’m wishing on a star,
That soon we’ll be together
And never be apart.

Henry Rollins

Somewhere someone is thinking of you. Someone is calling you an angel. This person is using celestial colors to paint your image. Someone is making you into a vision so beautiful that it can only live in the mind. Someone is thinking of the way your breath escapes your lips when you are touched. How your eyes close and your jaw tightens with concentration as you give pleasure a home. These thoughts are saving a life somewhere right now. In some airless apartment on a dark, urine stained, whore lined street, someone is calling out to you silently and you are answering without even being there. So crystalline. So pure. Such life saving power when you smile. You will never know how you have cauterized my wounds. So sad that we will never touch. How it hurts me to know that I will never be able to give you everything I have.